Chasing Cars

Wrote that as a title because I couldn't think of one, I’m still using this Microsoft Blog Writer which is like everything now free from Bill Gates' Club. The first time I used it, was after writing the post entitled “Holiday” to test it out and it made everything invisible until I altered my profile, last night it posted fine.

Finished bathroom today and to celebrate. I had a bath, I have posted some pictures of it finished, tomorrow is the toilet which has been already started by Lord Farquaad, Luke's bro’ and of course Triple M himself (Luke), I just have to paint the paintwork now and put the lino down on the floor, I managed to get two pieces of off cuts from a Carpet shop at Fartown for £45.

The Bathroom I feel is a job that even my assistant Betty slaving away at The Monastery would be proud of!

I quite miss the Monastery which has surprised me and this week we haven't been camping but it looks like tomorrow maybe really hot which means like a reptile I will be down at Echo Beach swimming with the dogs and Triple M, I have only a bit to do with the toilet so that could wait.

Today I had a call on my mobile from one of The Ewoks sales girls, I explained I wouldn't be much help with her query since I was at home at The Orphanage painting the bathroom, she sounded really cheerful well I guess like she always does.

I seem to sometimes suffer periods of depression, but I think its more seasonal because in spring I feel fine especially in my sacred fields, today I felt like I was re-enacting a Kate Bush video while I said my thanks to my higher power whoever or whatever he may be.

Sometimes I think we are not designed to know the whole truth but a Universe as diverse and complex as this emerging from the random dance of tiny particles subject to simple forces gave rise to the whole of life and indeed mind to wonder about as I sit here pondering out loud on these keys.

It seems a bit well not just empty but untrue, we simply don't know all there is at this real fundamental level and if you ask me physics and mathematics pushed into the equations can only answer so much, already physicists struggle to grasp universes infinitely many of them each infinite in its own extent, I got to admit I get lost in some of them books.

So tonight I am back at my computer, Triple M & Lightbulb Head are playing on the PS3 in his newly decorated room, ill continue to work my way downstairs to where my mum and dad live, my dad continues to get more independent, he washes up and makes his breakfast sometimes now.

Still I fail sometimes to realise how hard it is for my mum who looks after him in his bad moments.